ephemeral malison

hey soul sister,

give me a sign so i can stay or move on, dont keep me questioning, it hurts me down to the soul. 

look,feel,touch,see,

i smiled, you smiled, then you walk away. stand in awe, i wish you would understand. 

you call yourself,

my best friend. you dont support me, i know we live different lifes, but atleast respect my choices, i respect yours. i dont know why we are friends. you know, you are way smarter than me, way more good looking, but i dont know, i envy you sometimes, in the basketball team, and the ladies man. im also a ladies man but why am i always second best at everything! UGH FUCK im the first place loser. so you know, i wont call you my bestfriend, but i will pretend like i do, i will put on a mask, and pretend that that mask is my real face. so yeah, hello, bestie

pathetic insomniac

lookie lookie im on caffeine i cant sleep na na na na. ok so i like this girl who doesnt give me any kind of hint whatsoever if she likes me or not! FUCK RIGHT! I KNOW MY LIFE IS FUCKKEDDDD ok thankyou

i might like you yesterday, lust you tommorow, hate you in the future, but until then, i will always love you.

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if there is something that turns me on than a beautiful girl is one who is smart and witty, and who i can have a conversation with. you definitely are

bitch

NOTHING I HATE MORE THAN A GIRL WITH A BEAUTIFUL FACE BUT AN UGLY ATTITUDE.

a philosophy of mine,

if you have a beautiful face, your body doesnt matter. if you have a hot body, your face doesnt matter. If you have neither, you dont matter. 

math is the one thing in the world where there is an exact answer. but 2 million ways to get there.
ache:

This = me everyday.

math is the one thing in the world where there is an exact answer. but 2 million ways to get there.

ache:

This = me everyday.

magnetic infatuation,

i wish i was born beautiful. i wish i felt beautiful. beautiful people can do anything and get away with it. sometimes i envy them, sometimes im jealous. other times i want to kill them. but i just love looking at beautiful people, because, i wish i am one.